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6月20日 无名的心情 又是无题，只是不知道自己该说些什么，只是有些纷杂的心情……
这段日子很单纯的过着，整天坐在亮堂的教室里自修，准备着考试，很喜欢这种感觉，安静充实，很满足。看来自己性子里还是个内向的人吧，呵呵，自己猜测一下自己的性格。单纯简单地快乐很可爱，我爱上她了。
最近有些朋友很惆怅，因为他们要离开在一起工作了很久的朋友，可惜我错过了现场的煽情，我庆幸。自己一个人生活这么久了，经历了许多，同样经历了许多亲人朋友的离别，别样的离别，刻骨铭心的。朋友们的那种离别对我而言便显得平淡多了，只想说：“朋友们，虽然离开了，但感情还在。像个爷们儿，去走好自己的路吧！”（女生除外）
最近还有些心情，总是令自己忐忑。我很确定那是一种什么感情，却有些胆怯，恐惧，对现实与未来的恐惧，模糊的旧观念。可是最令人恐惧的还是恐惧本身，呵呵，依然执着。这种MS很傻很莫名的开心，也令自己喜欢，大笑一下。（难以想象的开怀大笑）
手机坏了，唉……来了短信不显示，导致自己只能突然想起来了便去看看收件箱，看看那些短信，对没有及时回复而抱歉，不是故意的，这种状态恐怕还要持续很久~~~
虽然还有近十门考试，但依然在一个可爱的人的引领下计划着自己的暑期。她可是有个丰富的暑期，于是我也欣然设计着。首先要去看《小王子》的歌剧，喜欢这本书。然后要想想自己去哪呢？西藏吧，或者是稻城，听说都是很适合一个人旅行的地方。想想很令人憧憬，总觉得时间真的好快，好快，好快。珍惜
好了，许多纷杂的心情，让它们留在这里吧。11：35 Good Night，开心，好梦！ 6月14日 自个儿的快乐 难得有些自个儿的快乐，翻出了厚厚的碟片，回想起高三那会儿保送了，天天窝在家里看电影，曾经还因为《GOD FATHER》三部曲看下来而差点吐血身亡……今天不知怎么的，就想看部电影，我想也是在看自己的过往吧！
窝在小黑屋里，拿出了《Forest Gump》——已经不知道看了多少遍的电影，重新来过！飘落的羽毛——爱情，命运，理想，亲情，好多好多古老的命题，就这样一次次的上演，一次次的落幕。
Forrest Gump : I just wanted to tell you I love you.
Forrest Gump : I gotta pee Forrest Gump : I don't know if we each have a destiny, or if we're all just floatin' around accidental-like on a breeze. But I, I think maybe it's both. Forrest Gump : It happens Forrest Gump : Mama always said, dying was a part of life Forrest Gump : Mama said not to be taking rides from strangers Forrest Gump : My Mama always said you've got to put the past behind you before you can move on. Forrest Gump : Now you wouldn't believe me if I told you, but I could run like the wind blows. From that day on, if I was ever going somewhere, I was running! Forrest Gump : Stupid is as stupid does. Forrest Gump : That day, for no particular reason, I decided to go for a little run. So I ran to the end of the road. And when I got there, I thought maybe I'd run to the end of town. And when I got there, I thought maybe I'd just run across Greenbow County. And I figured, since I run this far, maybe I'd just run across the great state of Alabama. And that's what I did. I ran clear across Alabama. For no particular reason I just kept on going. I ran clear to the ocean. And when I got there, I figured, since I'd gone this far, I might as well turn around, just keep on going. When I got to another ocean, I figured, since I'd gone this far, I might as well just turn back, keep right on going. Forrest Gump : What do you mean , Jenny? Forrest Gump : What's my destiny, Mama?
Forrest Gump : When I got tired, I slept. When I got hungry, I ate. When I had to go, you know, I went Forrest Gump : Why don't you love me, Jenny? I'm not a smart man, but I know what love is. 他说了好多，很多也是自己想对自己说的，难得
可以了，我在小黑屋里跟自己说说话还是很开心的事情，最近值得开心的事情还是很多的，有人回归了，有人成功了，有人找到了另一半……除了即将到来的考试月，这令人烦恼，呵呵。
想起了《肖申克的救赎》中 Hope is good things， maybe the best things and no good things ever dies.
有希望就成！一步一步走向自己想要的生活，一步一步走向自己的梦想。 |
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